Tag: Sorry

Lies.

On By Katy DalyIn My Disability TruthLeave a comment

I feel like I’m being lied to, and ignored a lot, simply because they do not care about the question I’m asking. I know that it’s not on purpose but that doesn’t make it easier to deal with. 

It’s not over anything important, but when I can’t check these things myself, and I don’t trust the answer I’ve been given. And its like I can feel the physical irritation of the problem getting to me. I wish there was a way to make the things I can’t change not bother me.

So I’m sorry if I ask a question multiple times, but it’s just me trying to get the feeling to go away. Eventually, it’ll pass but until it does I just have to learn to deal with it.

This is somewhat relevant

On By Katy DalyIn Writing Prompts2 Comments

What makes a good neighbor?

I am having an issue with my neighbours and my garden. There is a scheme in my area where my local housing authority will sort it out. But I’m still waiting to hear back from them to do that and some of my neighbours are staring to complain.

The thing about being disabled is I don’t get to pick where I live. I didn’t get to pick a house with a garden, and yet I still have to look after this garden. And I will contribute as is required to be on the scheme, even though I don’t think I should have to.

But the point is I can’t currently get on the scheme as they aren’t letting people on it right now. So I cannot fix the problem, and I feel bad about it.

But I don’t think I’m a bad neighbour, because I want to be a good neighbour. But maybe my actions make me a bad neighbour.

Dear neighbours, I’m sorry.