As I write this I’m sat in my parents house, trying not to fall asleep as the fatigue hits. I have a free afternoon and evening because my sister is out and I have cancelled my carers call to avoid things being difficult with the dogs.

I have no university work as I beat a deadline and so have to give it time after the date before I know if I’ve got on to the course I have applied for.

In other words I have the time to write or play the Sims when I go home, several hours of it in fact. But I am most likely going to end up napping for a couple of hours at least.

If I have the time, energy or motivation when I wake up I will do something, maybe.

Honestly I just wish all these different parts that I keep to function and do the things I enjoy, would line up a little more.