It may surprise you to learn, or it may not depending on your life experiences, that hospitals can be very inaccessible places to be.
I am fortunate enough to not have to spend too much time in hospitals, but I do have one fairly regular appointment. Today I’m at that appointment, though at a different hospital. And I have to be honest, that the same appointment being at a different hospital has really thrown me.
It feels as if the routine of my regular appointment has been disturbed. The people assisting me, don’t know me, and to be honest with you it makes the experience more difficult.
I’m not talking about the medical side of it all. I’m talking about the other bits required because of my disability. The parts of my life that follow me around and always seem to get in the way.
The biggest part is hoisting. Something staff generally don’t seem to be used to. My regular hospital got used to it because of me.
Getting me on the bed is such an experience, that it is almost worse than the procedure sometimes. These are complete strangers I’m trusting to take me out of my chair, in an unfamiliar environment, and I have no choice in it.
I should be used to the fear, and the anxiety. Getting out of my chair. The uncomfortable nature of it all. But I’m not sure I ever will be.
Being disabled isn’t accommodated well in hospitals. They expect you to be ill, but not to have ongoing problems they can’t solve. Disability seems a step to far for them.
All of this and its not even the procedure itself I’m worried about. In fact that’s probably the easiest part.