Tag: Chronic Fatigue

Fatigue sucks.

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Fatigue is a big problem for me at the minute. And I did the thing you shouldn’t do and googled, it’s going to get worse.

It’s really hard to get the motivation to do thins when I just think hey I’d rather be asleep than do that. And if I do massage to catch it where my brain is on board, it always seems like my body is on a different page.

There are many reasons why it can seem that is my body that makes the world inaccessible to me, and this is just one of them. I have to push myself against my own body.

I’ve tried to regulate my sleeping pattern and even if I can do so for a while, it never seems to stick. Something always happens, I sleep to much or not enough for one day and it completely throws me off.

I’m going to really struggle this week. I have a big day this week where I’ll be travelling all day, and I can already tell I’m going to be exhausted for it. Afterwards though it should help my brain and my body to reset.

So I guess this one’s just to say bare with those of us who seem like we never sleep or sleep to much. We’re trying. It annoys me to.

Fatigue sucks.

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Sometimes I think I’m so used to be tired that I don’t even notice that I’m tired anymore. I struggle to say I even have fatigue, it’s just me. Like the pain and discomfort, for me it’s my normal.

And then there are days like today where all I can feel is tired. Where the world feels a little bit slower and I’m fighting against the tiredness in me, as well as everything else.

Now I should say something clever or at least a little bit profound about living like this. But I honestly just don’t have the energy for that today.

I need to go back to sleep, but the joys of being me I don’t actually know if I’ll be able to sleep. I guess will have to wait and see.

My sleep is really messed up.

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I often say I’m always tired, or that I was born tired. I can always go for a nap.

Yesterday I slept all day on an off, meaning I couldn’t sleep at night. While I didn’t sleep all day today, I did sleep on and off. I then fell asleep early explaining how I’m awake in the middle of the night, so tomorrow is going to be difficult.

Fatigue sucks. No matter how much I sleep, which I can never seem to do at an appropriate time, I’m always tired.

This was supposed to be something.

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I started writing and fell asleep earlier today, later me is going to hate that when I can’t sleep. But the draft didn’t save so I’m not completely sure what I was writing about.

Fatigue sucks. It’s like my brain just stops being able to function and I wake up disorientated and unaware of when exactly I fell asleep. It’s not fun.

Hopefully I remember what I was writing about. If not I guess thet ones just lost to the world.

I went for a nap.

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What was the last thing you did for play or fun?

It might sound boring to you, but as someone with fatigue, I love a good restful nap.

Unfortunately, I don’t wake up from all of the naps I take feeling well rested, but the ones I do are the best. Even though a few hours later I know the fatigue will kick back in again. The short time I have the energy to do more than just about function is nice.

This is your reminder to not let anyone tell you what counts as fun. And to nap whenever you can.

I apologies for the mistakes in my last post.

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It has since passed, but as I was writing my previous post I was experiencing a very high level of fatigue. While I am still tired now. I am no where near as tired as I was. I was barely able to keep my eyes open.

I often say that I was born tired. No matter how much I sleep I’m always tired. But occasionally it’s like I can’t move. The fatigue is awful. But luckily for me it passes.

Anyone this is just to say some posts you might have to bear with me. But do let me know if there’s any mistakes that stop it making sense.