One part of being disabled that people don’t talk about is the fact you have to be around people that you really don’t want to be around.

There’s no, I don’t want people like that in my life, when you need that person in your life. Cutting them off puts me in danger.

I’m not really a people person, but I’m forced to be a person that is always around people. I’m always waiting on people, waiting on them to do everything for me. To get me up in the morning, someone to make me food, to get me a drink.

And I’m supposed to be grateful. Always. It can never be to much that they’re helping me, while something I need at the same time. That just doesn’t make sense to people, when I’m getting the help I should be grateful, always.

The minute I’m questioning how they do it, asking for something some a specific way, or just having a bad and seem off when being helped. I’m not being grateful.