It’s a common thing when you’re me. I don’t know what’s worse knowing the cause and not knowing there isn’t a fix or knowing the cause and knowing the fix but not being able to fix it.

It’s got to be knowing there is a way to fix it and not being able to do it yourself.

I’m waiting for the cushion to be fixed on my chair, it can take up to 6 months just for the appointment, who knows how long to actually fix it. So that’s (at least) 6 months of extra discomfort, often and eventual pain, with a solution I’m stuck waiting for.

Don’t get me wrong I know I’m luckier than some, to get this eventually and for free. But its still hard.

Discomfort can be more difficult than pain for me. The pain I am used to, it’s my normal. But the discomfort is new, and I don’t know how to deal with that. It’s going to be rough