so yesterday (Today, because this will be a backdated post) I went out having been awake for more than 12 hours. By the time I was able to sleep, I had been awake for more than 24 hours.
This is partly my own fault as a stayed up all night, but I just couldn’t get to sleep. But I found managing to fall asleep, I woke up this morning having slept 12 hours.
Here it gets a bit timey whimey because I will be talking about the future in terms of when this is posted.
But I’m already tired, as I write this, even though I’ve slept 12 hours, and that’s just frustrating. I’m always tired. I usually more able to function if I have slept, but I’m still tired. And to be honest, it gets annoying.
I have chronic fatigue associated with my cerebral palsy, and it doesn’t seem to be something that is locked into our recognise as much. My tiredness is often blamed on my lack of sleep, and that Isn’t it helped by my poor sleeping pattern. They often think the fact I’m always tired is my own fault just because people don’t know better.
Anyway, I’m going go take a nap.