So do you ever have those moments where you are irrationally angry? 

Well I do.

And obviously I should apologise, but because I need help I can’t do this on my own time. I hate having to ask for help when I’m upset. I hate that my disability just doesn’t go away. That whatever else happens it’s just there, and I still need help whether I like it or not.

I don’t get to deal with my emotions the way I want to. And I feel like that means that I don’t really get to deal with them at all.