Sometimes I wish what I could do was the line for whatever everybody else is able to do.

I’m very aware of how selfish this is, but sometimes it just gets really old to watch people do what I never will be able to. It’s hard to always be the one that’s okay with being left out.

It’s hard to always have to be the bigger person. And if I am honest I don’t think I am as much as I want to be. I don’t really want to stop people doing things. I just don’t want to know that they are doing them.

It’s just hard to see every day.