At least I think I did.

But my chair and my legs had different ideas. My body just doesn’t want to do today and I’m struggling with whether that means I did or do or not.

I don’t know anymore.

I think because I’m so used to my body just being against me. That I forget how against me it is daily. Until I have the days where it’s just that extra bit against me. It makes me so sad, and I know it shouldn’t.

I should be used to this crap without letting it get to me.

I’m just tired of it. Sad I miss out because of it. I guess today I just don’t want to be disabled.