My life is a job for other people, and I understand I’m struggling with the reality of that right now.

I’m tired of other people thinking they get to judge how I live. But unfortunately, they do. That’s what happens when you need help. People get a saying in your life places they shouldn’t get. It’s not fair.

I really don’t want to deal with this. part of me attempted just to not answer the phone when it rings next. So that maybe I never have to deal with this.

I really wish people making these decisions, the people judging my life, understood what it felt like to have a random strangers do that to them.

This is making me not want to do anything, to never leave my room. But I still have things to do, because whether they like it or not, I still have a life.

I’m so tired of this. I’m tired of being disabled. Tired of being judged for being disabled. I’m just tired.