I feel like social services are trying to make me choose between something I really do not want, but I need. And something they think I don’t need but absolutely want.

No one tells you about the times you know what you want, but you can’t do it. I guess that’s not a reality many people understand.

It’s not even a choice.

They get a window into my life, that everyone else gets to keep closed. And they’re using it to judge me.

I don’t like it. I just want them to leave me alone.

I can’t do this again.