My carers were off with me this morning. They complained about things I couldn’t change and it’s really gotten to me.

It’s got me spiralling a little bit about the things in my life that I cannot change. I didn’t choose to live in a house with a garden that I can’t look after, and yet I feel like they’re punishing me for it.

I can’t change my situation and I feel guilty for it.

I don’t want to be around so many judging people, and yet I am forced to be because of the help I need. And at the minute it’s really bugging me.