Or lack there of.

When I need help to do something that I don’t have any control with when and sometimes how it will be done.

I like to walk the dogs first thing in the morning, simply to get it done. But if the person I live with disagrees, like they did this morning, I have to wait for them to want to do it.

I loose the argument of when things get done when I need to help to do them. And today is just one example of many.

Sometimes it really gets to me, the simple fact that often I can’t just do what I want when I want. The fundamental lack of control is something I don’t think you can really understand the impact of unless you experience it.