The first picture is the largest one of my yellow labrador Immy, lying on my bed.
The second picture to the top is of my caviler king charles Bella sitting on the floor. They are both looking at the camera.
The final picture is of Ellis my grey cat with white patches who is side ways on to the camera.
The text above the pictures reads: “Thank you to my babies for making me a mum 🤎💛🩶”
Having no children, and knowing that that’s not possible, makes Mothers Day difficult. The older I get, the more of the people around me have children and move on with their lives, the harder it gets.
But the furbabies make it easier.
Sometimes I think I’m not allowed to feel the feelings today, because disenfranchised grief like this is never understood.
And it’s even harder for me to explain or feel because of that. So today I just did my best to ignore it all.
But if you’re feeling these feelings I just want you to know I see you.
Losing my mum has made this day even harder.
I’m sorry if this post doesn’t make a lot of sense. I feel very frazzled writing it.
My Inaccessible Life 