My hoist broke today. A necessary piece of equipment I use to get from my bed to my chair. So I spent the day in bed.

There are different types of hoists which enable people that are unable to transfer themselves, to be lifted safely. My hoist is a ceiling hoist, meaning it runs on tracks attached to the ceiling. This is a lot more compact than a portable hoist, which is similar but on a frame with wheels which needs to be pushed around the space.

For those of you that don’t know I have included a picture of my hoist. The first picture shows how it was broken, the second picture shows my thankfully now fixed hoist.

My hoist was fixed very easily with the cover just being reattached by the engineer. It is something that a non-disabled person would likely have been able to do by themselves. However I often need help to do what others might view as a simple fix. And thought it best to get it fixed professionally to ensure it wasn’t accidentally broken more by someone else trying to fix it.

Now I could have gotten up after the hoist was fixed, but I honestly just didn’t see the point. This is why I like to get up and into my chair early every day, even if I go back to sleep because I find it difficult to find the motivation to get up later in the day. I’m very used to napping in my wheelchair or my other chair, which is also I we’ll chair I guess.

It’s important to remember that if a person hasn’t chosen to stay in bed, they’re not being lazy for staying in bed. The choice in there actions matters.

Another reason I make sure I get up and into my chair every morning is so that I don’t become unable to sit in my chair, and so that I am able to have as much freedom as possible to go out during the day. 

When you rely on technology, on accessibility aids, to live your life, them braking is a loss of freedom. And as things almost always brake at some point, you just have to live your life with the potential loss of freedom. With the reality that the world could become inaccessible to you with no warning.

This can be one of the reasons someone may have to cancel plans with others with little or no warning. Just beware that when plans are cancelled at short notice, the person may not want to cancel on you. If it’s completely out of their control, don’t make them feel guilty for it, I promise you they feel guilty enough.

We can all feel like we have a lack of control in life, and there are many situations that we do actually not have control in life. However most people will have at least small elements of conrol, which room of the house they sit in for example. But when you’re disabled, it can feel like this applies to all situations, and sometimes it actually does.

A little compassion can go a long way, this applies to everyone, not just disabled people. I’m just thankful I can get on with the rest of my plans for the week.