From experience a know that my disability means that my physical energy doesnt always match up with my motivation and mental energy to do something. I often find that when I have the motivation or the desire to do something, that my body seems to disagree with the fact that I want to do it, and I don’t have the energy to even try. There are many things that I want to do with my life that lay on the back burner because of this.

I just wish for once in my life that things would line up for me. That my body and my brain would agree on when I can do something, that way maybe I would be able to be a little bit more productive, and actually get the things done that I am try to do.

Maybe then achieving things will be something I feel like, I’ll be able to do.