If you pay that much attention to this blog and what I write, you may notice that occasionally backdate posts. Who says I don’t get to play a little bit with time.

I had to do it with it my last post, because I’ve just slept almost 12 hours, apart from being awake briefly when my carers came. This occasionally happens to me, and is more likely to happen when I haven’t been sleeping properly. It’s like my body needs to shut down physically for a while.

This time I was woken up by a not nice dream that I’m trying not to remember.

Occasionally I wake up well rested from these crashes. This is not one of those times. I feel a lot less fatigued but I still feel tired, like I could still do with a nap. But I always feel that way.

This time I’ve also woken up cold and uncomfortable. But there isn’t a lot I’m able to do about it. I kind of wish I was still asleep.

It’s a lie that you ever get used to the pain. I think sometimes you just forget it’s there. But sometimes it feels different, as I write this my arms are aching. And while it doesn’t hurt more, different pain throws you more than the pain that happens all the time.

But the electric blanket is helping. And I’ll be getting up in about half an hour, and getting on with my day. I hope you’re able to get on with yours and that you have a good one.