That’s not strictly true, I have been sleeping, just not at what you might consider an appropriate time.

I’ve been sleeping a lot in the day and up most of the night. It’s what happens sometimes, my sleep pattern falls apart.

I find it really hard to leave the house, to get the desire to leave the house. I do go out to walk the dogs, it wouldn’t be fair to put this emotional state on my dogs, but that’s about it.

I come home from walking them, I watch TV and sleep a lot, on and off in the afternoon and evening. Then I’m up all night, sleep in the early morning. Till I get up to walk the dogs. And the pattern continues.

Part of me hopes this ends soon, that I can get back to normal. Part of me hopes I never will.

We’ll see what happens I guess.