Do you spend more time thinking about the future or the past? Why?

I think the future feels so out of my control, that I push myself so hard to not thinking about it, that it is all I end up thinking about it.

I know what I want out of life, but reaching it feels impossible. I feeling likes there’s nothing I can do about where I am a lot of the time. That I’m stuck.

So I’m stuck thinking about where I might one day be, hoping it is better then where I am now, but in the seemingly already determined reality that at won’t be. Well at least it’s not worse that where I am now, my imagined future.

It’s easier to live in the hope of the future than the inertia of the present.

Try listening to Inertia by AJR if you understand where I’m coming from. It’s an amazing song that explains it well.