It’s makes perfect sense that everyone needs a break from things. But sometimes it’s difficult to know that you’re the thing that someone needs a break from.

Logically I obviously know this, but sometimes it can feel like you’re the problem for being something they need a break from.

I just wish I wasn’t the person people needed a break from. I wish I wasn’t that complicated for others to deal with. I wish I could just exist in the world without needing others. But it is the way it is. And I’m always going to need people. I just need to accept that and try to remember that that’s not my fault.

I’m not trying to make this about me, I’m trust trying to deal with the emotions of this so my emotions don’t affect them.

I hope that makes sense.