I’ve been struggling with a different kind of pain in the past few days. it isn’t a pain that’s completely new to me, but it is when I haven’t had in a long while.

I’m pretty much always in some sort of pain, but thankfully it’s not a very severe pain. it is one I’ve become very accustomed to To the point where in the past when I’ve been really strong pink was in hospital and not felt it I’ve asked to come off the painkillers because not being in that pain is confusing for me.

But this pain that I’ve been struggling with is a different kind of pain. it’s not even as bad as my normal pain, but it’s enough that it’s really throwing me. I’m just so much more uncomfortable.

I think this might be the hardest thing to explain to people that don’t know what chronic pain is like. Sometimes it’s not the severity of the pain that throws you but the type of pain it is.

Anyway, I need to get some sleep as I have things to do tomorrow, even if it turns out, I can’t leave the house again, so I really need to get some sleep. That said I feel so uncomfortable right now that I don’t see it happening.