So today I was supposed to go and see a friend of mine. And I had an appointment this morning. After the appointment I did everything that I needed to, I walked my doggies.

But then it came to the thing of seeing my friend and I just honestly didn’t want to leave the house again.

I know that sounds bad. I feel bad for it. But the thought of going outside is just so much worse.

And I’d said I’d go, so I should go. But I just really don’t want to.

I know that makes me a horrible person.

But outside is cold.

And I would rather be on my own in the warm than go out in the cold to be with someone.

I’m sorry.