As I have said, I have Covid, and it’s weird to say the least. But I don’t want to make this post about Covid.

As I write this post as 2am I realise not for the first time in my life, that it can be incredibly frustrating to have your brain awake when the rest of the world is asleep. I want to do things now, that I can’t do until morning, but I can’t do them now, and in the morning I know doing what I need to do will cause me a lot of anxiety.

I’m aware this post doesn’t make a lot of sense, and I apologies for that. I don’t really want to explain myself right now, physically, I’m just to tired to write the length of post required to make this make sense. I could say that I will explain this when I have the energy, but there’s a few problems with that.

The first is that it really isn’t exciting, it’s just adulting. The second is I don’t know when I will have the physical energy to write a post long enough to explain this, I’m struggling writing this one. And the third is that by the time I have the energy to do this, I will probably forget to write about it anyway.

I apologies for the state of this blog right now, and these posts.