What details of your life could you pay more attention to?

I’m always so busy. My family is complex and there’s almost always something that needs doing. I am definitely trreated with equity in the sense that just like any other member of my family, I’m expected to do what I can to help out where I can. But this is often a lot, and I still have a condition that causes fatigue.

I am often tired, and frequently exhausted. I have said more than once that I think I was born tired. I get maybe an hour or two, if I’m lucky of not feeling tired. This is providing I get a good solid amount of sleep, which doesn’t happen to often.

However often sprinkled in there I get to spend time with people I care about, as I did tonight. But that takes energy as well, when sometimes I just want to sleep.

I have various things to do every day for the next weeks, as well as several upcoming appointments.

Sometimes I feel like I’m more busy when I’m not at University, but you know that’s just life. And I’m always so tired. In all honesty I just want to sleep a little more, but don’t we all?

Hopefully I am able to get on this next course, which will mean while I don’t get to sleep anymore, I will be doing something for me. And I think this counts as paying more attention to myself and what I need.