Do you ever get the feeling when you’re up in the morning that the day is going to be a long one. As I write this that’s how I feel this morning.

I’m going to struggle today, emotionally.

My carers backed me into a corner this evening. It didn’t feel very nice. Saying the only way they could come later was by me not having a shower this evening and I have a lot to do today so I can’t have them come early.

My life feels like I constant compromise, my life is a constant a compromise. But today for reasons I don’t quite understand. Its really difficult for me to deal with this emotionally. Today’s going to be rough and I’m going to be on edge.