This morning my carers were late and so it left me alone with my girls. Waiting for my sister to come back something happened with them that I was unable to deal with alone.

Don’t worry they’re completely safe and my sister will be back soon.

But it got me thinking about all the things I can’t do for the girls. About how much of a better life they might have if they could be looked after by someone who was able to do more for them.

I love them. But I feel like I let them down by just existing.