And it always seems to hit me when I have a lot going on, like this week. I never really get the option to just disappear like I want to sometimes, to just be away from people, due to the help I need. I get a couple of hours at most. But it doesn’t feel like enough.

Part of me would live in the middle of nowhere away from everyone, in these moments. But I don’t have the option.

I’m sorry I don’t feel like I can say more about this right now.