Was today typical?

The carers were late, and this had now become my norm.

This honestly ruins my day. I’m the type of person that has to be up and out of the day to make anything out of the day. And the carers being late are ruining that.

They’re blaming other clients. Yet they can come on time when they know I have an appointment. So they can come on time, they just apparently don’t want to.

I really don’t understand why it’s so hard for people to do the job they agree to do. But I do know exactly why it surprises them that I need to be somewhere everyday, that I have a life. The answer to that is ableism.

I’m just trying to live my life and they are making it so difficult and so inaccessible.

Having to deal with my life and make something of it, is hard enough without there lies and inability to do there job on top.

I may need to change companies again. Annoy my social worker, by trying to live my life. But I honestly font want to do any of that. Having to do all of that is making me feel even more disabled. I hate it.