What you’ll see as me becoming rude is actually me finding the confidence to stand up for myself. It took months of me just putting up with things to get to that point.

When I get a new company, like I have recently its like starting over again with the confidence I had.

It’s hard I don’t want to be rude but i don’t want to be in my bed at 11am.

I feel like control over my life is suddenly inaccessible to me yet again. I know what I need to do to fix it, it’s just a lot harder to actually do it.