Write about your first crush.
Memories cannot always be trusted, I do not remember whether I loved before this or not, but I remember what love did to me.
It, wasn’t good.
It made me hate myself more than I think I ever have before. It took time, but I am glad it is over.
I am glad that I now know myself better, that I trust myself more in who I am, without what I thought they needed to give me to exist.
My Inaccessible Life 
I totally understand exactly what you’re saying love nearly destroyed my life several times but now my love for myself makes my life fantastic. What a hard lesson to learn.
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That’s putting it nicely. I’m so glad you have that.
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Yeah, it sucks to love hard, unsuccessfully 🫶
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